I have similar frustrations.
At this point it is impossible for me to do something purely for “fun”. This is why I generally cannot understand the motivation of people.
My ex wife used to criticize me because I enjoyed working. I still don’t understand what she was trying to say…
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Here’s the thing.
If Black Americans in general are ever going to be among the masters of the universe—which they should be, they have to stop this rapacious coveting of trinkets and social media clout foolishness, letting the lowest level consciousness examples represent them.
As an advanced Black man you should be aware that you are effectively represented by the majority Black culture that is pushed by the enemies of White people. This is on purpose because if the 10% of Black Americans with high consciousness became the normal representation of all Black Americans, they would end up powerless and have to drop thermonuclear weapons across the continental United States and try to start over again in 100 years.
Good luck
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